Given the federal, state, and local governments’ failure to responsibly address the Covid-19 pandemic, I’m right to be worried.

Please define what success looks like. Zero deaths? 100 deaths? Martial law? Shuttering of all potential person to person businesses and meetings?

What if I weren’t the problem? What if it’s society?

You are the problem and this line proves it. You aren’t being gaslit. You are searching for reasons to be a victim. Time to find a new therapist.